Today’s memory that showed up with a beautiful ray in the back that almost looks like a rainbow 🌈 and made me catch my breath …
I MiSS YoU LiKe CraZY
Today’s blog is one of remembrance. Sometimes you have to take a step back and acknowledge what you are missing along your journey. You learn to live without, but you continue to feel the loss in your steps, each one of them. Some days you step fast, some days you step slow, and some days you stand still. Then finally, somehow you find within you a spark that continues to burn as you regroup and move forward again. Remember, we are re-learning what it takes to live on and there will be setbacks, but we can’t sit there. We just can’t sit there long.
I miss this kid like crazy and am so thankful I had him as long as I did. So much joy his personality and being brought to my life. He lit up a room and didn’t even know it. I knew it, and probably everyone around him knew it. He eased your worries with his presence and made you laugh with his quick wit. Gosh he’s gone too soon. His clumsiness was always a given and his hug was home for anyone who experienced it. He was polite and respectful to the aging population that I have always loved and loved about him. His wisdom was beyond his years, as if he were an old soul.
Son, you made me a better person and without you I am trying to find my way. One day I will find my way back to you. How sweet that will be. Until then, I will take one step at a time as I rebuild my life loving your soul and the memories of you are embedded in my own soul.
Watch over us dear boy-you still make us better human beings while time keeps ticking.
Don’t forget to ask your loved one to watch over you. I believe they listen.
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XO,
Mama
I miss you like crazy, too Alex. 😢